Sunday, 25 November 2012

Strength of the World

I started this blog more than a year ago in order to be able to put my thoughts into words on a page online so that people could read it and the fact that people are reading it makes it more meaningful. And then I called it "Strength of the World" because that's what it's about: it's about my take on the failings and successes of what I see outside my bedroom window every day, or less frequently if I was busy, which was a lot. Figuratively, of course, because literally would imply vague green shapes all day every day: my bedroom window is one of those frosted-blurry installations, ie can't actually see much.

Strength of the World is the title of a song by Avenged Sevenfold, and obviously a cool chorus phrase like this must be part of some deeply spiritual piece of quality music that comments on society and the struggle of mankind against our own oppressions. That would be nice, and it would be entirely appropriate and tie in nicely to what I'm trying to achieve. Unfortunately, the lyrics (as I've eventually found out, thanks to songmeanings.net) have absolute nothing to do with the message I'm trying to get across by running any form of social commentary whatsoever on a blog, and in fact they're pretty much what Taken would be if anyone bothered to turn it into a song. Which would be pretty shaiß, if you haven't yet guessed.

I'm a big fan of the Middle Ages, not partly because of the whole medieval-military vaab, but also because of the lifestyle that people had back then. There was only one word to describe it, really: simple. Well, simpler certainly compared to the lifestyle today. And that was because you knew where you were in society because society hadn't even fully figured itself out yet. You knew what you had to do to succeed, and, more importantly, you knew what you needed to do to fail. This of course differed by class, as the peasantry would have to worry about failing to throw out the poop every day, while the knights and lords would have to worry about failing to uphold the Code of Chivalry (someone else did the poop-throwing for them). Now, for those of you who were brought up in the past decade or so (because we're talking 500 hundred years ago) and who haven't bothered to have it drummed into your skulls in the meantime, it went something like this:

ye shalt treate with great reverence the elderly, ye family, and those who art wiser and older than ye.
ye shalt be a good sportsman in alle games ye partayke inn, including tournaments of knightlye skills wyth reale weaponns.
ye shalt treat with kinde wordes and a pious dispossition those who art lacking in materiel possessions, and be generus if ye art acting as a hoste to guests of alle and aneye creed.
ye shalt seeke revenge if ye art insulted.
ye shalt seeke revenge if ye sister is insulted.

and the gist was pretty much the same from there onwards (ie RESPECT, bitches, but never mind that for now). This wasn't compulsory, in fact many most knights didn't actually hold on to these values, especially those Templar guys. Flip. Regardless, it's a nice idea, and I'm not just being an idealist. These are principles whereby a "good man" would live his life. You'll also make lots of friends; just ask Don Corleone ;) But nothing else really mattered as long as you died knowing you've fulfilled the duty of your king, your God, and your Code: the Holy Trinity of the knight on his deathbed.

In today's world, we're not nearly as excited by the prospect of being a nice guy. But that's not altogether the problem, because, like I said, not every knight in shining armour was a knight in shining armour. And that's cool, really, from a society point of view. But now, there's just a horrid culture of 1-upmanship which does nobody any favours. It's the culture of material wealth that's bigger than your neighbour's but it's also the culture of measuring your success on completely the wrong scale. I'm not saying material goods aren't necessarily success, but just people use completely the wrong ideas to measure even that.

For example, I've been part of a couple of teams which have competed on a pretty high level, ahem nationally and all sorts of others. However, because we're from a certain school, geographical location or whatever, doing well at whatever discipline it happens to be is just made infinitely more difficult by the people who aren't good at it but are nonetheless put in charge and have to organize timetabling, scoring, etc. And it's not just me saying I'm good here, in fact I usually do mediocre-ly because I'm bad at handling pressure, but the point is that usually people in the team I'm in tend to do well (such as #winning), and more of us should obviously be doing the same, but we're just not experienced enough to be overridingly dominant enough to do well + them screwing us over. But it's very counter-productive, because what seems like a "her her this makes us look good ho ho" idea actually ends up screwing over whatever people end up progressing to the next stage of the competition, ie Worlds in kite-surfing or bog-snorkelling or suchlike, which is why the country maintains its pretty damn average standard in non-mainstream international youth competition disciplines, sports and otherwise.

This is all a product of the fact that we've lost sight of what's important in life. I don't know what is important in life, but I know that making people feel as though you've been a positive influence on them is a nice thing to aspire to. And conversely for the negative. But it's about the way you deal with people, I guess.

Humanity at this stage has come far from the Middle Ages, in that we're more complicated as a society. We've also honed our skills: we're now completely badass at screwing each other over in all kinds of ways, which isn't doing the global thingy whatnot togetherness mentality any favours at all.

Is this the strength of the world? Weakness, more like.

Monday, 17 September 2012

rocker week

Aw yeah, it was.

boom.

First three days I spent in Simon's Town on a leadership camp with one of the halves of grade 11. It was an absolute vaab, the whole excessive church camp venue and the amazing facilities. I really enjoyed the leadership talks and stuff, but I'm good at that kinda thing naturally, so my favourite parts were playing touchies and b-ball and waking up at 6 to go up and see the sun rise over the bay... I loved it, and I loved spending time with the guys I'd been going to school with for almost 4 years but never really got to know.

Then after Wednesday afternoon's band jam sessions, it was time to go job shadowing! (hooray!)

Thursday involved going to Sound&Motion Studios in town and hanging out with the crew there while a cover band called the Rockerfellas finished off one of their recordings, recording, mixing, mastering, etc. I learned a lot about the career, but I also learned a flipload about actual music tech... so I might actually be able to finish that project before the end of term! :D

Friday I was hounding a family friend who was a solo architect... working from home, office piled full of stacks and stacks of papers (literally!), going out to sites and meetings and photocopying massive technical drawings...

I think the most I learned from those two experiences was just how much I'm capable of, and just how many different things I would actually enjoy doing later in life... which is why it's so hard because I don't want to have to decide what I want to do!

And then fencing over the weekend, nice and chilled lokal es lekker WC champs, which I loved because I got to have fun with awesome people, bring in an impressive medal haul, and test-drive my new equipment, including sickly lumo-green shoes which everyone was ripping into... it wasn't my choice, dad got them! And he's colourblind, he thought they were a nice dark yellow!

Sunday, 9 September 2012

life is a highwaaaaay

I've compiled this joller ~80s playlist of rock 'n' roll, blasting through my speakers right now :D I really don't understand how humanity could have moved away from this kind of music, but that's for another time...

I know I haven't posted anything remotely anything for a while, and my usual excuse is there to bail me out, but that's not to say I haven't been doing a lot of interesting stuff because I have actually ;) so nyah.

I recently did my piano exam though, which went really well considering the fact I've literally worked my ass off on piano in the last few months... so I hope it's all worth it and a distinction is coming my way!

And other than that, book reviews coming up as soon as I get back from camp! :D

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